LOVE EVERYDAY.

OUTWEIGH

“Sometimes the bad outweighs the good. You have to realise that.”

Where is the line where the bad outweighs the good? I really don’t know. I’ve been through this before and I did not know where the line was. And when I had a few years of being single, I thought I had properly thought out where this line was. I thought I knew how I was meant to be treated. I thought I knew what I can or can’t stay around for.

But then you end up in a relationship. And you’re confused all over again. Compromise. Disagree. Agree. Guilt. Effort. Remorse. The longer you stay in a relationship, the more you put at stake. The more you have to lose. So that means you get through bigger issues. You forgive worse things. Because “it’s worth it?”

J: Where is this line?

B: Is he worth it?

J: Yeah

B: There’s your answer

J: But that’s not the question!

B: That’s all that matters!

So maybe I’m just being a very cynical bitch about relationships.. but fuck. I don’t want to get hurt again. And again. And again.

She’s the best, yeah?

I don’t normally do this.

I don’t normally.. I don’t normally.

omg jesse

The more moving parts, the more susceptible it is to breakage.

idno

Tent town

Camping kayak weekend

melurr:

The awkward moment you realize you’re no longer a teenager :( :(

I think it’s time to eBay all this stuff soon. So much stuff.

RESOLUTION

Stay at home more in 2012.

2011 IN QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS

2. Did you keep your new years’ resolution(s), and will you make more for next year?
No, I wasn’t meant to buy any food from the cafeteria but I did.

Yes making more! :)

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
No.

4. Did anyone close to you die? 
All of my Sea Monkeys…….

5. What countries did you visit?
FEEJEE!!

6. What would you like to have in 2012 that you lacked in 2011?
Motivation.

7. What date(s) from 2011 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
May 10 - my nice birthday
August 21 - SY :)
December 8 - K’s birthday and HP exhibition 

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Getting through workunifriendsfamilybf etc.

9. What was your biggest failure?
Uni

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Yah, popped my kneecap dancing in Riverside. Physio for a couple of months..

11. What was the best thing you bought?
I didn’t buy it.. but I got bought it by wonderful friends. iPad 2!

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
K, R and E - for always being dfw
S - for surviving my lameness
Girl group - for providing me with life advice 

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? 
:( some people.
Probably myself most of all. Had some really bad moments this year. 

14. Where did most of your money go?
Food, plane tickets, my 21st…

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? 
My birthday month, S’ birthday celebrations, the beach

16. What song will always remind you of 2011? 
Black and Yellow

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

i. Happier or Sadder?
Happier!

ii. Thinner or Fatter than last year?
Thinner

iii. Richer or Poorer?
Don’t know :S

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
Study, exercise, sleep

19. What do you wish you’d done less of? 
Eating

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
With the family!

22. Did you fall in love in 2011?
Awkward…

23. How many one-night stands?
Non.

24. What was your favorite TV program?
Friends…. HAHAHA

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
Still don’t hate anyone.

26. What was the best book you read?
The Millennium series! 

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Non.

28. What did you want and get?
Everything :)

29. What did you want and not get?
I always seem to get everything I want?

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
HARRY POTTER <3

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Had another birthday month, I turned 21. On my actual birthday, I went to have breakfast with K, then S took me shopping, then MR and JD visited me, then I had a nice family dinner, then E gave me cakes.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Not being crap at uni.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2011?
Ceeeebs

34. What kept you sane?
S, my brothers and friends

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Non.

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Non.

37. Who/What did you miss? 
Trish and Olly :(

38. Who was the best new person you met?
It would have to be SM.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2011?
Your feelings and moods are in your control. If someone does something that hurts you a bit, you can choose to hold a grudge or you can choose to see that they didn’t mean to do that.. and just breathe, smile and move on.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
-

Harry hides his fivehead too.

(Source: fibonaccio)

THE RECENTS

Fun stuff that’s happened:

• Stereo
• HP exhibition with my trio
• Strawbs citz hunt with MM and E
• Moochi, Thai massage and Kashiwa JBBQ with S
• K’s birthday pho, surprise and dranks
• TT’s 25th birthday
• Watching S’ oztag games
• Wife date with MS at Twelve Spices
• Homely dinner with MR and JD
• SN’s beauty and the geek surprise birthday
• HJM 1920s Christmas Party
• UTS kids Christmas Dinner Pool Party
• YW Christmas Party
• Programming group minus TW, plus TW Christmas dinner at Criniti’s
• Siblings dinner at Pyrama and gambling sesh at The Star
• Zumbo dessert train with BB
• Kashiwa JBBQ with S, JC and JY
• Two dates with S at Twelve Spices
• Italian food and Friends marathon with S
• Christmas presents shopping

Looking forward to:

• Nerf gun present shopping with S
• NC’s family birthday dinner at Nishiki
• CD’s first house party
• Christmas :)
• Boxing Day sales
• Working from home
• A new year
• Bootcamp
• The Sunshine State with S, JC and JY
• Riverside
• Philippines with K

2011 review questionnaire thing will come soon! Lots to do and enjoy :D

Fah all the time.