OUTWEIGH
“Sometimes the bad outweighs the good. You have to realise that.”
Where is the line where the bad outweighs the good? I really don’t know. I’ve been through this before and I did not know where the line was. And when I had a few years of being single, I thought I had properly thought out where this line was. I thought I knew how I was meant to be treated. I thought I knew what I can or can’t stay around for.
But then you end up in a relationship. And you’re confused all over again. Compromise. Disagree. Agree. Guilt. Effort. Remorse. The longer you stay in a relationship, the more you put at stake. The more you have to lose. So that means you get through bigger issues. You forgive worse things. Because “it’s worth it?”
J: Where is this line?
B: Is he worth it?
J: Yeah
B: There’s your answer
J: But that’s not the question!
B: That’s all that matters!
So maybe I’m just being a very cynical bitch about relationships.. but fuck. I don’t want to get hurt again. And again. And again.
